怎麼辦?

最近有點心煩，但不知道是為了什麼！？

今天請病假了。這是自己「安排」的病假。

糟糕！我開始「安排」病假了！（當這種情況發生時，往往是我對工作有倦怠感了…）

這是今天看醫生拿病假時的對話：

Doc : Macam mana? Sakit apa?
Mee: Fever. But i taken medicine this morning...
Doc : Any other problem? sore throat? running nose? cough?
Mee: Nope...

Doctor did the checking... body temperature, heart beat, blood pressure... I think everything is OK... i am not sick!

Doc : Any headache?
Mee: A bit.
Doc : What job you do? It's stressful?
Mee: I just joint a new company 2 months ago... A&P... job is OK... job scope is not stressful... maybe the environment is stressful...
Doc : What did you do before this?
Mee: ... reporter... (oh gosh, I don't even know what I did I do before this... is complicated!)
Doc : Why did you change job in the 1st place? (I think she feels that my previous job is better as I didn't visit her during that time...)
Mee: I have to... blablablaaa...
Doc : Do you like your job? Are you happy there?
Mee: I think so... is OK...
Doc : You know, when you are not happy with your job, you will feel like you don't want to go to work...

是嗎？我還是不喜這份工作嗎？我也不懂我想要的到底是什麼！