I'm getting through what happened in my life & i always belief there is fate 4 everyone.
sometimes i will regret 4 what happened, sometimes it is painful 2 remember n 2 forget, i try not 2 avoid the pain, i just let it through......... belief tat pain will only past when it reach the highiest level of pain!!!
remember or forget, i hope i will never forget n i hope i will never remember, yes, it is a very contradict feeling in my heart.
i think most of us have this experience, u lost wat u love n u try 2 forget the lost, but u hope u can remember the thing u lost.......... i hope i will always remember how my father look like, then pretend that he just go 2 work........
last 2 week my niece (5 yrs old) pick up the phone n scream, "Gong-gong.... gong-gong" n my mom also shocked..... then she realised that the caller was not her grandpa but a friend of my father.
maybe she just forgot that grandpa never comes home anymore, when listen 2 the voice from an old man, just sounds so similar 2 her grandpa.
after so many years v being friends, u all know mee well enough tat i'm type of "easy angry", but my anger will pass very soon as well......... no more anger or hatred or dissatisfatory, i'll let it goes.......4 good.
thank you 4 being my friend
